Constant Excitement

I have too many tabs always open on my phone. My friends laugh and despair at this habit of mine.

It gets worse. My laptop never restarts; the only rest I allow it is sleep mode. Currently I have ... five windows open, each with multiple tabs on them.

Then I wonder why laptop is being slow. 

A million ideas run through my head every day and I'm constantly excited from the thrill, the pressure, the extreme highs and lows of it all. 

The dreams burn so brightly out of my head that my hands can't work fast enough to keep up.

It all gets nauseating if you don't run fast enough.

It's exciting therefore I don't want to take a day off from this. 

Yet somehow silence with a cup of tea finds it's way to me again. My body in auto-pilot, with my best interests at heart.

And then the silence and the birdsong are too sweet to resist and you must stop.

Or stop to take a photo of your ukulele in the sun, among the flowers and just thank God for sunshine.

Either way; as excited as I am, this long to-do list of mine is not getting completed today. 
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Until I have finished my tea anyway.